My name is Negz. I am 29yrs old. I have been
dating this lady for over four years now. We met when I was a third yr
student then she was in for pre-degree programme. We had hardly stay
without being intimate when I was around and we have done that countless
times.
After I left for service
although we still make love, the frequency reduced due to long distance.
But since the beginning of this year it has really been a different
story. She rarely has that urge to have s3x with me. She tells me she's
trying to keep away from the past. She doesn't feel comfortable me
coming close or even k1ssing her.
Each time I ask she tells me it's because she doesn't want it to lead to
s3x. I got frustrated and tried looking for how to satisfy my s-xual
urge by asking some else out which worked out eventually, but I feel bad
having s*x with this new person.
I
feel I am betraying her but keep I wondering if really she still loves
me or perhaps screwing someone else and coming up with different
excuses.
Although I know she's
gone through some difficult times because she has a family where her
parents are not really together and things aren't well for her dad. I
don't know if her family issues is affecting her affection for me or
she's not just interested and doesn't know how to tell me or she's
getting it from someone else.
She
suspected one day I slept in the other girl's house, called her and
began asking questions. After sometime she came around to my place to
demand an explanation and left weeping like a kid.
Her actions gets me confused. I really want to know your thoughts on this.
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